Fear and Conviction

With fear and conviction,
As I continue to grow.
With fear. And conviction,
I will finally know.

The shadow of my mind,
Casts doubt on my heart.
Still it binds my words,
Blinded from the start.

But blessed to be blind,
For eyes only deceive.
With my heart, I see clear,
A truth never naive.

If I am welcome, I rejoice,
And if not, may I heal.
Growing in my heart,
A love supreme, real.

A love I wish to share,
That I wish you would know.
But if not, may I go,
And by myself, let it grow.

By myself I might find,
A new life on the way.
But with you I might find,
A new life, everyday.

My eyes will go blind,
As I am guided by my heart.
May I find you, again,
Every time we depart.

-miguel